Title: Plaisir d'Amour
Fandom: Queer as Folk USA
Author: body-ko
Pairing: Brian / Justin
Rating: Pg15
Word Count : 457
Prompt: Weapon - Mathew Good @ 4:57
Summary: The message is clear: this is what you signed, remember (3x09).
Written by: Fifth week (
you repeat in your mind & ndash , like a mantra - that you love him, love him, love him ... and slowly go down the stairs, and you go home. He is busy with his appointment of eleven: the guy was a pretty boy, judging from the horrible French accent. You are not jealous, it would be childish At this point, only a little 'you have a companion in your youth did not know: is the shadow that hangs over you, watching you silent and patient, challenges you to venture even a step beyond the circle of light of your will, ready to skinned alive if you let it. It will not happen, because you're a man and a boy, and you've made your choices aware of the consequences and decided to go through.
He loves you, you know. In its way, and his love is worth more than many others, but sometimes you wonder if it is so wrong to want a partner that is yours alone, and I mentally scolded Why do not you should not even make certain the questions, after seeing what happened with Ethan.
No, the point is that you love him, and you've never loved anyone else as you love him and accept his condition and have the terms and in ways that he has established.
E 'convinced that the reports are intended to finish, it is not strange as the educational model that provided the alcoholic mother and violent father. So - in a dysfunctional and immature reasoning that few minds are capable of weaving the threads - if you're not involved in a relationship, in fact this can not even finish, right? And no risk of being hurt, or disappoint the person you love, make her suffer. Make a dejected sigh, if it were simple, if someone would have taken years, rather than just waiting for you, under that streetlight.
Once you sit on the couch at home in the company of a bowl of chocolate ice cream and air guitars of Metallica. You have to be strong, you can no longer afford hesitations and weaknesses: the princess in an ivory tower has already forgiven you once, and that tonight was only the first of many obstacles which you must pass in order to prove yourself. The message is clear: this is that for which you signed up, remember that. You left because he did not accept to be in a relationship and did not want to hear about monogamy, and he did not fail to remember that nothing has changed, and it will be better for you to be sure of what you want.
for a masochist like you to be - literally and metaphorically - to ninety in front of Brian Kinney, is a multiple orgasm.
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