The Tip Of My Tongue Hurts

superloony @ 2009-02-11T16: 39:00

   "Even the best fall down sometimes 
 Even the wrong words seem to rhyme 
 Out of the doubt that fills my mind 
 I somehow find, you and I collide" 
   Collide- Howie Day   
   
   
  I don't know why, but I felt like posting today :D 
 If you could see me now, you'd see me like you saw me a week ago, or a month ago... 
 I'm the usual out of mind girl, a bit awkward and nerdy, funny and with the same face of her three years old self :) 
 But inside..it's like a hurricane had thrown all my certainty away, and I find myself changed inside, but acting as 
 always, cause  i can't do otherwise...  
 And this person, who blew up my mind, this person is always there, between a page of Socrates and one of Petrarch, 
 between an episode of Gossip Girl and one of The L Word. 
 And I don't know what do, so I just keep living my life, my boring usual life, hoping (and deceiving myself every time) 
 for something I don't think will ever happen. 
 But it's alright, I'm okay this way, you know, I suppose a crush is called this way because it has to hurt and to make you smile without 
 a reason at the same time, isn't it? 
   I need to write. 
   Yeah, this year is definitely a New year :D 
 I like the sound of this.  
   ps: the new episode of Life left me with nothing..mmm  I hope the next one will be better  
 pps: Skins season 3 is awesome!!Emilyyyyy *-* I'm dying for seeing the next episode!(Pandora)      
  pps: Going to watch The L Word 6x04 *-*  
   Marty